Carefree Update

So I was super carefree and all "yes" when a guy asked me on a date last Friday night. We talked/chatted all week. But then today he cancelled on me (the day of our plans) because he accidently planned our day on a day he already had plans. I said whatever and that I wasn't impressed. I said he had two strikes already for not making a good impression (he didn't remember my name 5 minutes after meeting me). He said he doesn't play games and he doesn't need this, it was nice meeting me, good bye.

I know where I was wrong, but I also know where I was right. I was not attracted to this guy from the beginning but I figured I would give him a chance (yes and carefree). I was still too stubborn to let him get away from cancelling on me last minute. It hurts me everytime someone makes plans with me and than cancels. I know I could have handled it better, but I needed him to know that it is not impressive to do that. Especially when he was the one that asked me out and told me where and when our date would be. I feel like a bitch, but I also feel like the guy didn't live up to how a man should treat a woman, especialy when trying to woo her.

I will have to get over it, but right now I am more worried about him going around telling people I am a bitch when I know I am not one. We didn't know each other long enough for him to take the time to listen to me. We both kind of assumed things about each other. Clearly we never would have worked. I guess I am probably also angry that I didn't get the last word in, so I guess that is something I am working on. Even though it sucks to not have the last word. Oh well.

You live. You learn. You die.